hmm suppose to be mugging 4 my anatomy practical exams now..but...bah...help...im lacking motivation again..feeling something missing in my life nowadays but can't figure out what..somehow life don seems to be so fufilling nowadays...or maybe its juz exams dread geting to me..ha..donoe wat im blabbering bout...
anw hopefully the 22nd willl fast fast settle a day for renuion.. and maybe we shd stop taking each other so for granted..learn to cherish the ppl ard u ah..gals starting uni..take care of urself hoh...go rock the sch no matter whether it is NUS or NTU..ha..luv u all.. hmm guys except for sn & jt, u all can enjoy continue rotting in NS bah..take carez everyone...flu bug flying ard these few days.
-bx-
&the beauty.
Monday, July 18, 2005
9:13 PM
Hey de, i cant sae i understand how u feel, but dun dwell on the fact that u could have been the one, instead maybe be thankful u're not? ya life's realli fragile and we should thank God that we are still so healthy and living,breathing. treasure every moment we have now.
Live every moment before the moment's gone. "Work like you don't need money, Love like you've never been hurt, And dance like no one's watching."
some food for tot, rina
&the beauty.
1:26 PM
hey DE.. i understand how u feel.. close shaves don't happen often enough for us to realise how important our loved ones around us are to us.. until they hit. Be glad that u are safe n sound alright? Commandoes are not called the best for nothing. =)
anyways. am stuck in the rain on the sunny island of singapore. funny how even the weather turns on u when ur luck is down.
SN
&the beauty.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
9:07 PM
i could've died
i m glad tt i m still alive n typing
so sad tt the 2 guys passed awae
so tragic
so depressing
did u noe abt the heliborne accident tt happened few daes ago?
2 guys fell frm the helicopter during rappelling..
i was scheduled to go for it nez week
if the cokup was to happen nez week
i could haf been the 1 tt is dead
yupz.. me dead
i cant imagine
its a very disturbing thought
its so near
i could feel it
i heard how they looked when they fell
i couldnt imagine how i wuld have treated them as a medic
tink i wuld juz be stunned
u couldnt imagine the state they were in
i really feel so sad for them
i gotta improve myself to handle tis kind of situatn
others tt were oso on the helicopter were devastated
this whole incident is affecting me
i could haf been the 1 rapelling
i could haf been the 1 saving the 2 guys
i could haf been the 1 dead
risk nb seems so real
de
&the beauty.
Friday, July 15, 2005
8:09 PM
And then when you thought we wouldnt see Ms Tan for two consecutive days, it happens. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)(#@!)*)!@*%)!@*)(!^@_(^%!@_^(!@^_*!^@*!_@^*_!^@!_*^!_!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AS
&the beauty.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
9:39 PM
heyys . hows everyone ? my 3 nyp darlings .. hope u gers r fine =) im kinda free n ez now .. juz dancing my life away .
hmm sch's startin real soon n i dun realie look forward to it . wonder how im gona re-adjust myself to new frends n env. its like so LONELY . hahs .. bt gues its nothing compared to d overseas gang .. yea . life goes onnn lor .
oh yars . i agree wif rinna coz it realie rocks to do sth u enjoy .. d satisfaction u get in return is much more than d effort put in . yupps life is short so treasure it =) kinda realised im getting old after mixing ard wif those small innocent ones in my rehearsals . youth is soooo precious .
anywaes im okae wif d bbq dates . keep me updated .. n we can go crazy preparin d food together! or bomb somebody's kitchen . hehe. oh n i may b participating in ndp .. in pretty indian costume n ugly horrible makeup.
gy -
&the beauty.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
7:48 PM
At IMM...
Ks and I were walking...
Then when we least expected...
Ms Tan appears...
With her fiancee(?? we think so)
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AS
&the beauty.
3:06 PM
hahaz.. des fun notz? imagine my trip? 3 weeks of brunei?? with a stretcher oso? n many many packs of hartmann solution?? haha n des i not walking 72 k like u animore.. my oc juz said we're walked 120K!!!... i hear alreadi i want to sit dn n cry arh.. haiz jitao sian diao.. i dun tink i can even finish 72 and now dey come n chu pattern. the whole batallion looks down on my company.. we are the 1st 3g batch who did no Basic Commando Training, revised 1yr 10 months, initially not trained by hendon and the whole batallion tinks we are f!@#ed up so my oc n co had a discussion n decided to increase to 120k so that we were not be look not upon by the seniors again.. wah i really hope it doesnt happen in the end.. hmmm hope i can take brunei's training or my 8 months of training will go to waste..
de
&the beauty.
Friday, July 08, 2005
4:37 PM
wow wee sn i wanna go overseas soon. so i'll start planning hk for our sem break. wy, bx on? :) somehow the bombings in London has affected so mani ppl so far awae..terrible how the world has become so ugly and dangerous. hmm. food for tot. anywae, jt so proud of u haha. yep its when u see how ppl suffer so much tat u realise how fortunate we all really are.. how we take these small things like being able to move with ease for granted.
school's starting real soon for some, hope all of u take a good break now, and get ready for school cos it rocks to be able to study something u love. :) as wy said, we are having a hard time trying out for ccas cos along with it comes a whole load of explanation of why we are older and stuff. but we 3 are fortunate to have one another for support. nothing beats having someone to bitch about the things/ppl that irritate u. keep us updated bout the uni camps and stuff cos we wun be experiencing all those. quite sad tho. k ya take care ppl:)
smile, rina
&the beauty.
12:06 PM
e sign beckons. a long queue of people are behind me. but i have 15 mins of free time! haha. at e airport departure lounge waiting for my plane. this place is swarming with men in blue. SAR21s and machine guns aplenty. apparently e bombings in London yesterday struck a nerve. sigh. hopefully bangkok will b safe. got no choice now. hopefully my plane does not fall out of the sky.. ok choy. touchwood*
school's starting soon. still no schooling mood. keep me updated on e BBQ date k? if nt e most we can hold it e last weekend b4 JT flies off.. hopefully everyone's free.
ignorance is bliss.
SN
&the beauty.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
8:49 PM
Hey pple! Been out and about doing CIP at Metta Welfare Association as part of my pre-departure course. Helping out with the rehabilitation of old folks suffering from stroke. It's been quite meaningful and I really sympathise with them...even standing up is so difficult, let alone walking. But as much as I try to help, I realise that working with old folks to serve the community is definitely not my forte. Mainly cos my dialect sucks so communication with them is very, very difficult. Perhaps keeping law and order is a much better way I can do things for my nation. For the occupational therapist trio, perhaps you might wanna work on your dialect in case such cases crop up...
Hmm 23rd is quite a bad day for me cos my scholarship award ceremony is on that day. So if you guys want to have the bbq on the 23rd someone else will have to take charge of food and all. Plus at night I got night cycling for charity...organised by one of the other PSC scholars. Basically everytime you complete 1 rd of ECP, the beneficiary gets some $$. Interesting concept. But if you pple are only free on 23rd I'll skip the night cycling, I guess.
London got attacked by terrorists today. I shudder to think what would have happened if they attacked 3 months later...got lots of friends studying in London, at LSE, UCL and Imperial College. Reality bites. Don't know if PSC wants to take any drastic measures. Hope things work out for the English. Somehow this attack, after sinking in, has galvanised my feelings into resolution to make sure nothing of this sort happens to Singapore. I mean, one bomb, and we've had it, honestly. Gotta keep on our toes...
-JT
&the beauty.
6:45 PM
hello ppl. Wonder how's everyone doing. Feeling so sleepy nowadays, can't pay attention during lessons. I'm so sick of projects, just get it over and done with. Floorball wasn't that bad, just that Rt and I were kind of anti-social. Sometimes it is just so difficult to mix around, dunnoe what to talk about cos almost all of them are younger than us plus there's no common topic. My sis was telling me not to waste my time trying out ccas cos it is difficult for us to fit in... sad right. Can understand what Rt is going through, you'll meet all kinds of ppl in teritary education and you just have to bear with it. Well, I'll always be there to listen to the complaints:) July 23 will be a good day for bbq. Btw, my fren gave me a free ticket to energy concert this sat!! ha. Take care peeps. see u guys soon!
wy
&the beauty.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
9:46 AM
alrite peepz! I aM bacK!!!! yeah...realli missed singapore alot! much more compared to the other overseas trips we went..a sense of freedom..alas..but yet again back to reality..going back tml morning..but..got medical appt so can chao keng until afternoon..haha..brunei..gotta say q tough..the jungles esp..up the knolls down the knolls..you will definitely wish u could just stay at the spot and not move at all!! the worse part comes when u 'HORlan' and u go to Holland..dam crap la..climb up steep slopes with your full battle order n rifle..cursing n swearing..the best is to follow the trails and ridgeline..but nonetheless a fun experience..
I realise i shouldnt be talking abt the camp so i deleted the words..so sorry..will tell u all personally..anywayz..we had this ex and we had to find checkpoints in the jungle..some routes were easy n some tough..i had a tough one so q suck thumb..trekked to a place at the foot of Mount Biang under the hot hot sun..my friend carrying the signal set died..then..u all noe han wei..the PA vice chair..or chair..cant remb..he was saying he wanted to give up and din wan to be an officer that kind of stuff..den we were like pushing him on..Stream water very nice to drink man! though got one time no choice have to fill up water which had sand in it..anyway..Mount Biang had a straight vertical climb up after trekking for a while..and it was realli shagadelic..i was like step up step up step up..then had to scold han wei and push him coz he was saying he wanted to quit and go back den no way back liao mah..when we reached the top there were already a few grps..in the end the whole jing gang went together to find a route down..the navigator at the front of the group was my OCS buddy and he brought us to Holland!! At that point, our water level was low..and everybody had low morale..when we finally found the route to go down, everybody was like zombies juz blindly following the guy in front..the field packs were like non existent too..we climbed about 8 knolls before we reached the river bank..and it was tiring man..there were like steep slopes and we were like WTF still muz climb?!?! and time wasnt on our side..the sun was setting and in brunei about 6 it will be dark liao..so we were like asking the front guys to move faster coz my group was at the back..when we reached the place where we were to do our combat swim across to end the ex..only the first 3 grps could go due to lack of time..and the last 2 grps were like suck thumb..my grp was one of them but we din really bother at that time and accepted it with a positive attitude..got a lot of stuff la..shall tell u all in detail nez time..
anyway..the bloggie seems very busy man..with all of you posting..im still not sure which sat i will be free..maybe i will noe tml..but got no pref..and congrats to JT..though we called u from brunei..
d3s
&the beauty.
12:45 AM
hey man one more thing. can everyone who's reading this post a comment saeing what dates for the bbq they can make it out of the following (: (all sats cos i assume thats the best, tell me if im wrong
JULY 23 30
AUGUST 6 13
**FOR BX,WY AND ME THE BEST IS JULY .. cos we have exams in august. k leave a comment so easier for sn k. thanx.
luv,rina
&the beauty.
12:31 AM
heres the muggerina. muhahhaha. sigh. i suck totally. just felt like posting randomly cos i just felt like it. (why cannoot isit??!?) dun mind me im pms-ing and my brain's fried pancake with all the anatomy info swimming inside to all the wrong places. i mean u think u noe one sec and the next u cant remember anything. maybe its repression.
newaes was looking at the photos todae with wy in school and everyone looks freaking funny! like i cant stand wx's past hairstyle hahhahaha. how come it din seem extraordinarily +toot+ in the past? hahahhaha. ok so mean sorry
just so disgusted with alot of things i just nided to vent my frustrations. its realli shocking how ppl can realli be so ugly u noe. not in the physical sense but behaviour wise..ok i noe there are mani kinds of ppl in the world but how can they be so damnit insensitive and selfish and tactless and just simply DISGUSTING ??? and the most irritating thing is.. i cant bring myself to scream at them cos hello i have onli just got to noe them. okok i shall stop here. urghhh. i hope they get their just deserves.nenebooboos.
&the beauty.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
7:53 PM
hohoho . im back frm my indian society . hm .. btw reali sorrie for missin last nite's gathering .. hope u guys had a good time =)
perhaps a little to keep u guys updated bout wats goin on in my life . im havin dis cultural performance .. its an event to spread d msg of world peace-
yupss . btw im involved in INDIAN dance . hahahaz .. pls dun laff at me ! its cool n funky okae . ermm if u guys wanna watch d performance can inform me .. yups . hmm .. gona b bz for a couple of weekends .. realie sorrie my frens .. jy- do enjoy urself in spore kaee . missya lots
luvv . grace
&the beauty.
4:06 PM
photos for bbq @vj and birthday dinner for gy @ swensons are finally up..yay....from my camera only lahz...yup..enjoy! remember to log in with respective username and password
ch -> i think u hv more photos on ur side..esp the v nice grp photo @ tcc centrepoint!!!! so maybe if u wan..i can help u upload them lorz..yup.
ks
&the beauty.
10:22 AM
congrats JT. just realised that i have also become property of the Singapore Government for the next 10 years. and if i decide that i wanna leave i haveta pay a cool sum of $384,000. so i am worth that much huh. haha. anyways. HELLO JY!
SN
&the beauty.
10:12 AM
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
&the beauty.
10:01 AM
Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
-bx-
&the beauty.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
1:31 PM
congrats jt! wow policeman tan. wah lau as i oso ox rite.. okbyebye..siao
de
&the beauty.
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